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The boy with weird punctuation, is 42 years old today

No, today is not the day of his birth

Another day, that followed a once dark night



The news today is about presidential elections in my sweet lawless country

My country folk, Are always doing something with their time

Even if the work isn’t contracted or paid

They do offer great services, While carrying interesting talents


I stopped answering invites for weddings, Now more funerals

That’s two events I do not go to now


Since my mother stopped speaking, I finally enjoy telling her about my day

With effort to go through every detail

She didn’t enjoy our family, guess I got that from her too

Tearing-Ly I do miss making her laugh out loud


She raised me good and took care of my fits, sometimes shouting, sometimes with a smacking

That didn’t break me to tiny snow flakes

Witty, funny and sincere, These were the colours she used to dress


Wish to tell her, “I do not what to say when people ask about your health!”

Always the words fail to carry more than losing more than four senses


Told her with my thoughts on privacy, The economy and why I do not enjoy being given leaflets

I am trying to mother me. And it’s hard I am not a woman like her

I take care of my little girl whinny soul, I might skipped a few of her birthdays and never went to watch any of her plays.


See mother, you took over my journal entry

I will consider it a Sunday, Sun setting leaving today

You brought me not to be afraid of myself, to be fair, gentle and honest

Your immunity to my trials of lies, made me give up even trying

To mix and match words, that did not bring any form of sense


We always had different minds and tastes

There was always a common ground to meet and exchange observations and sometimes smoke


Back to my Journal

I can barely hold my excitement for my new career move

that’s why i brought you up, because I just wanted to share this news.



Journal Entry: October 1, 2023

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Funch!

1 min read
yeah i will start with saying "hey since last september i havent written anything " and all of this horse shit

but really i dont care ...i come here wearing my dark cape an im invisible for human eyes for a year or so.

but nothing has lately attracted my attention

and i wanted to say

Katrine.....come on get it over with

Misty....dear there comes a time when u can make sense

thats mostly been on my chest for sometime

aaahh what a relief.
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A Dream

3 min read
its somehow yellowish and brown

i started drawing this drawing of lioness she had a very big eyes quite wide

then something happened i started running away i was on this ledge and the sea was screaming and it was dark blue everything around was painted in that color

then my cell phone rang i knew the number of someone i dont like i was about to press cancel then i suddenly pressed the key to answer

the voice sounded so irritating its some guy from work with me whom i hate his guts he asks me trying to be clever why my voice is so different....i talk and i realize its different its as if i havent spoken or used it in ages or i smoked about 3 packs of cigrettes or something
i start talking in a very despitful manner but not wanting to sound rude

the man on the other end of the conversation was trying to figure if i was on drugs or not ....and this kind of doubt in my intentions made me sick with anger if he was infront of me i would have broken his neck that was the feeling during the little conversation

then im back in the house the yellowish house with the lioness she came to life after i drew her and i was at the end of the house and she was near the door to outside i approched her in the first worrying that she might eat me then i looked her in the eye and knew that (i dont know how) i can fear her with my strength i kept looking in the eye and once i was near her she kind of had tears in her eyes out of scarefulness.....

the i shouted and addressed her with my hand to leave "LEAVE,get out of here" i was screaming

and while i was doing that there was a little child near to my right leg who kept saying "no, dont let her go" and he was sad

i didnt mind him i even didnt look at him...then the lioness fleed and ran on the stairs downward i looked inside the house and in the shadow in a corner there was a lion bigger than the lioness when i looked into his eyes i knew that i drew him too i told him in a loud voice "YOU TOO,LEAVEEEE"

he ran immeditly as i said the words following the lioness and the little child kept saying "noooooo" and he cried like i was breaking his favourte toys.

i woke up and i was sweating it wasnt a bad dream i wasnt scared i just had this thought kind of bumping in my head saying "everything u draw will come to life" and "the little child is u,or the child in u"

i dont like these kind of confusions i couldnt sleep again until i came to work.
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G.O.D

1 min read
im just wondering whoever will read this....

i have a question for u

if i asked u who is your God?

what would be your answer?
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